Trichotillimania bad, anxiety bad, muscle spasms

Big surge in symptoms. Depression, not very motivated, anxiety and blah feeling inside. Want to tell more, but I am just so exhausted.

Felt dizzy today and also had post sexual relations muscle cramp that felt like it was moving through my body then I  felt suddenly extremely weak & had dizzy feeling. Extreme dislike of this odd symptom!

Who would hire ME?

After being told if I want more money, I'd need to work for it (taking care of 4 kids isn't enough work apparently), I've begun thinking about getting a job. What kind of job could I tolerate? I can barely muster energy to go grocery shopping. WebMD has a page with "workplace modifications" an employer can do to assist an employee with Fibromyalgia. It is unrealistic. If I was an employer,I wouldn't hire somebody I had to make modifications for. I've been working from home for the past 12 years. I suppose that makes SSI Disability income out of the question. Anyway, I am depressed. I pretty much just slept all day.