Hip, knee, leg pain

Today after eating Bush's Grillin' Beans with a few pieces of hot dog in it as well as some sweet iced tea to drink, I was hit by painful indigestion and gas. So bad that I couldn't even zip up my jeans or stand up straight for awhile. I had also taken a Tramadol before the indigestion hit, as I could feel my general achiness picking up and I wanted to head it off. I had been medication free until that time, about 4:30 p.m.

I went to my bed with pillows to raise up my chest. Then my legs started hurting. Oh they hurt SO bad today. My knees had a real surge in pain...they burned and felt swollen. I wouldn't even want to try to stand up. Then the pain reached a peak and quickly dropped off.

Then later this evening it surged again, but more in the hips...the bursitis feeling. Got so bad I was in tears. It still hurts but I am going to be okay.

What happened today: I got oil change for car and had them replace a turn signal bulb. Car battery went bad and I had to replace it at Auto-Zone. All together, I spent approx $150 today. I only expected to spend about $30-$40. We are short on money with a lot of major bill's looming. My stress level has been higher but I am just doing what I can. My daughter and I went to lunch and did a quick shop at CVS. I cooked the easy dinner. No reason for me to hurt so bad.

Shoulder and neck pain with Fibromyalgia

I have mostly had the hip pain the last 3 days. Now it's moved to my shoulders and neck. I should make a cut out paper figure of myself and chart my pain using little sticker dots. lol!

Bursitis hip pain with Fibromyalgia & the view from here

Hip pain has been hurting a lot the last couple days. Well duh! Pain hurts. What a silly thing I just wrote! lol!
Luckily, I can laugh at myself and the silly things that I do.

A couple days ago I pulled a back muscle & had to take a Flexeril. Since that improved, my hips got jealous for attention and now they hurt.

I am very down. Although I can still laugh about absurdity, I feel so very depressed. I feel like the only enjoyment I have is eating. I'm not motivated or energetic enough to go for a decent walk. I've only been taking the dog out into our yard.

I am really not happy being married anymore. I haven't been happy for at least 10 years. Actually longer...I've been pretty miserable for many years. I don't have any say or power in this relationship. I am not listened to. Sometimes I am treated nicely but mostly rudely.

I've come to realize that if we stay together, when we're old it will be just us & I won't see our kids or future grandkids because of his boundary issues (for one example, he doesnt want our daughter's boyfriend to come over anymore). No reason, other than his CSA issues...he doesn't want anyone else in the house. I am losing my patience.

Things are going to get rough, because I just can't keep my mouth shut and pretend everything's fine anymore. It's time to address the elephant in the room he's been ignoring.

The trouble is me not making money. I am in a dependent state.

I haven't been able to figure out how I can fix that.